Ready, Set, Go

People often ask me if it gets easier to leave after having done this for a couple years; the answer is no, it doesn't. But I have learned and discovered a lot each time I've left, and it is my experience that change is not only inevitable, but also a two part process: transition and adaptation. I am terrible at the first and excellent at the latter.

I love change, but the "getting there" is difficult for me. The mental transition of preparing yourself to let go of financial security and a steady income, of leaving behind friends and family, and ultimately relinquishing an entire lifestyle you've grown accustomed to... I never quite know how I'm going to do it, but once I am actually in that place I make home instantly; I adapt, I look forward to what is next, and life begins again.

It's hard to believe I am actually, really, truly leaving for Brazil. It's been a LONG fight, and honestly at times I have doubted and questioned God's faithfulness and wondered occasionally if perhaps people were right in saying maybe it just wasn't going to happen and I should look into other options. But still, I felt sure to keep fighting for what I believed God had promised; and He really has been faithful. I am concretely reminded that when He gives a promise, there is no government, law, or human obstacle that can stand in the way.

The timing was certainly not what I planned, but I have had an incredible time at home - being a part of many weddings and family events, connecting with church, and the opportunity to work and make some money. Wherever we are, we are never done learning or discovering about life and what it means to really love; ourselves, those around us, and God. Needless to say, I am ready and looking forward to what comes next!

Thanks to all for the constant encouragement and support - I'll keep you posted :)

~Heidi