Mrs de Castro Lima...

Wellllll, I'm in Brazil! Again. It's been so great to see Deison again and check out our new house :D It's kind of weird to think that in 2.5 months I'm coming back here to live, in our house. Today we went to the civil registry to enter our papers to get married. I had to sign my name, and I saw it written: Heidi Lynne de Castro Lima. And I had this moment of.. am I really doing this?? Am I even old enough to married? I have that feeling alot. Shouldn't I be a grown up first? I wouldn't consider myself an adolescent anymore, but a grown up? Really? I don't really feel old enough but my birth certificate says I'm 5 years away from turning 30 so I guess it's okay..

We've been able to check out hotels for guests coming, meet with a photographer, and get lots of wedding details taken care of. Sometimes I just want it to be over already - I'm not really a detailed, wedding-planning kind of person and I get bored really quickly when talking about all the little details of the big day. I do want to enjoy it, but it's so much work.. or maybe I'm just lazy..

Juazeiro is hot. And I mean like really hot. Sometimes inside the house I can literally see sweat droplets forming on my skin and all I'm doing is sitting in one spot. You wake up and taken a cold shower, then you come home in the afternoon and you're so sweaty you shower again. And then before you go to bed you cold-shower again. It's absolutely fantastic. I will never be cold again! :D

Well Deison is working this afternoon so I think I'm going to take a nap. I shall write again...