Bleeeeeeeh

Augh. 

That's the noise I make all day. I feel gross and nauseated pretty much the moment I wake up until sometime in the evening. I'm starving all the time, and yet the thought of food just disgusts me. I have INTENSE cravings for very specific food (most which I can't find here) and then that's the ONLY food I will eat, everything else just grosses me out. The other day I woke up hungry for processed meat and mayo. Sick right? Anything from ranch dressing, to pizza (pizza AND ranch dressing..) to sour cream, hotdogs, salad, McDonalds fish burgers (ew right?!).. it's so bizarre. And it changes from day to day. One day I'm starving for pizza, the next it's gross. 

Food that disgusts me: rice and beans (this hasn't changed at all), chocolate, salad, cereal, actually most food at the moment.. 

I used to be super judgey when I saw pregnant women eating unhealthy, and I said to myself "when I'm pregnant I'm going to eat soo healthy." Oh. But it's so hard to do when everything makes you want to puke!

It could be alot worse, I know... but I just wish I could throw up already and make it go away. It's like after you go on a ride at the fair, and you feel gross after and like you're going to puke.. but you don't actually puke, you just walk around with that gross feeling all day. Bleeeeeeeeh.

However, I'm quite impressed with the tiny human and his/her ability to grow stuff. I was reading the other day that he's the size of a raspberry; 10,000 x larger than at conception. Impressive. He also looks less like a reptile, which.. is good. Those early fetus drawing freak me out. And, he's got a nose, eyelids and actual fingers and toes. And, a heartbeat at 150 times per minute. Woah. It's crazy!

We go back to the doc next week, and also have the first ultrasound. Should be interesting. :D